Day Seventy-Six: Why Am I Doing This?

I was doing my laundry today, and in the middle of frantically putting pants out of the washer and throwing shirts into the dryer, and fishing for hangers, I mentally groaned and remembered that in addition to having to change my address, finish my laundry, pack most of the rest of my belongings, file my taxes, get changed for the concert I'm going to tonight, answer texts from my cousin, answer a thousand questions from my mother about absolutely nothing of importance, pack something to sleep in tonight, and get a moment to breathe, I had to WRITE.

Frankly, I'm out of crap to write about. My standards have gone down substantially since I first started posting, I doubt anybody actually reads it, and it's not getting me anywhere or any form of satisfaction, aside from actually finishing something for once (which I am a long way from doing). Maybe it's because I thought of a new and easy blog that will be focused, entertaining, easy to keep up with, and always easy to add to on a regular basis, without having to struggle for content. I'm considering, at this point, in discontinuing this blog and breaking new ground on my new one as soon as I start working on it.

I really think this could work. My topic, although I will not divulge it, is the type of thing that will allow me to write every single day, as it's something I'll have to do every single day, or almost everyday (to me at least, the topic now seems pretty obvious. But I still won't tell.) Would I be abandoning my project if I'm still writing everyday? And on the days that I happen to NOT write in my new blog, if I don't need to (because in reality, the only thing we really NEED to do everyday is wake up and eat eventually), I could write in this one.

Would I be a failure, or would the blog have served its purpose? This blog was started to get my creative juices flowing, and it has done just that. I've been somewhat inspired, partially by writing regularly. What do you think (if anyone's still reading?)